28, SoCal
5'3", I just wanna rock.
HW: 168
SW: 147
CW: 143
1GW: 140 - New running shoes
2GW: 135
3GW: 130 - New workout clothes
4GW: 125
UGW: 120 - Lap dance!
Binge-free days record: 2 days
I need to get back on track ah
Just wondering, are these made for people who don’t have school and work all day?
Seriously! I think it’s doable with a few modifications, though.
(Source: jacquelene, via tiny-and-toned)
This is something I’ve needed to do for a while. I’ll log onto my tumblr and still see masses of strangers reblogging my before/after from December, and frankly, I feel guilty because that’s not me. I looked like that for two weeks tops. The truth is, maintaining is a fickle creature, and you’re never going to stay at that “lowest” weight while enjoying life. I struggled to keep my body that size, measuring and counting every calorie and carb consumed, yet I’ve been eating a balance of “unhealthy” food and healthy food since January and have only gained a small amount. I no longer weigh myself, put stock into pant sizes, freak out over measurements, or compare my body and weight to other women. I’m not basing my self-worth on arbitrary numbers anymore.
For reference, though, all of those pictures are in chronological order. I gained 10 pounds from the second-to-last picture to the most recent picture. My message is this: quit focusing on the numbers, and quit getting so hung up over meeting your mind’s eye of perfection. I tried and it was costly to my social life, my self-esteem, and my sanity. There IS a balance between being healthy and enjoying life, and I’ve found it.